God watched for many years
and He saw
His heart was filled with sadness
and He cried
He was unhappy seeing much confusion
and He thought
He contemplatively pressed the pause button
And then He waited
He stood still for a moment
And He wondered
Will my people see me now
And He stopped
He found a way to make them still
And He listened
The quiet is where they will be found
And He moved
Throughout the land He swirled and swirled
And He danced
In the stillness there was movement
And He loved
He was able to reach into the deepness
And He jumped for joy
While he was waiting for us
He prayed and prayed
March 2020
Something took hold of me
Only You would know
Where my soul utters its desires
but only You know where it wants to go
There is a stillness
of which I don’t know much about
I feel you dancing in my soul
wanting something to come around
You churn and churn
Making me a believer
In the quaking of this darkness
by the light of its receiver
Here I stand amidst this calamity
Quivering in your presence
Somewhere deep inside me, I know it’s You
Filling me with purpose for my existence
So away we go
flying home together
Whoa, my beating heart
Left with your treasure
I feel lost, I am scared
Where did you go
Oh, right, you are always there
But it’s me that doesn’t know
So, where shall I sit
But amongst things that are familiar
To try and find you, I must
Flowers, water, sunshine, fresh air
I know you are here
Sometimes, I need to feel your touch
But where can I go to feel it
In silence, I know this much
May 2020
He came to me again
Whispering to my soul
Come with me to the land of Solitude
This time, I knew it was him
There was no doubt
So I went quietly to sit
And there I found his love within me
I saturated myself in his hands
and let him lead the way
and there I found
a most amazing thing
freedom
freedom to choose him above all else
freedom to be
freedom to be Love
I stood among the palm trees,
the blue sky, the clouds, the warm sand under my feet
My heart sang to him
I know you are there
I’m sorry I forgot you during the day
but deep down I know that you know
that you live in me
I thank you for this gift
this gift of believing
this gift of your being
this gift of who I really am
I know no other like your love
It is the taste of sweetness
It is the room in my heart
It is the emptiness of my soul
It is the love of loves
May 2020